“The things you fear are undefeatable, not by their nature, but by your approach.”

I am terrified of my future. Everything I do, everything that I try… is never good enough. I made a promise to myself to stick to one plan throughout high school. & that was to get grades good enough to go straight to a CSU (a 4 year). I wanted to try & find classes that weren’t too challenging for me, so I can be able to reach my goal. But I just had to test myself. I ended up taking an AP [Psychology] class. After one semester, it was too much. I couldn’t handle it. If I can’t handle one class like this, how am I suppose to handle a college course class at a 4 year? I potentially can drop AP Psychology, & go for an Internship. This internship is something that I want to do, so I can get some work experience. I failed ALL the tests that Psychology threw at me, even the final. But I questionably managed to get a B- (without the final test scores). I’m looking into the future… Something that’s good for me. I tested myself, & I wasn’t good enough. “Take a step back, & take a new one.” I want to do something that’s good for me.